Thanks, we had a third death of an immediate family member this year yesterday. Needless to say, I grow wary of going to funerals. And I hate going to funerals.
I'm so sorry to hear that. We've had many funerals of close family over the years. We have a huge-ass family and that tends to come with it sometimes, sadly. But even in a big family, it doesn't make it any less tragic. Especially when they're really young. We've had a couple of those, too.
Everyone has different coping mechanisms. With our family, we joke now, that we should have earned a free funeral by now since our punch card must be full by now. Humor helps us sometimes. But so does a little anger and a lot of tears. I just hope you and your family are coping as best as can be expected. I wish you and your family the very best.